Yesterday was my birthday.
It's not like I thought about it much. I knew it would come to my birthday eventually. And when the time came, it's just 'Okay, it's today'. That's it.
To be honest, I kind of felt terrified by it. At some point I wished my birthday would never come. Why?
Because I had to work.
I have heard that, at my work place, when a worker's birthday comes, there would be some plans waiting to surprise them.
To be honest again, I would like anything but surprise.
I was curious all day, hoping nothing out of ordinary would happen.
Nothing happened. It was like any other day.
Everything was going as planned.
Then it was evening. Just before I left for home, my boss said we needed to talk.
The pattern sounded familiar; the boss calling their under-worker to a meeting room, pressuring them until they are close to tears, someone turning off the light and others bringing a cake to Happy Birthday.
Sounds fun? No.
I heard it also happened last year, with someone in another department.
She was pressured, insulted, scolded until she was crying and then a cake came to save the day.
If you ask me, I'd say I didn't want it to happen. I didn't want to fall into this old trick.
So when I talked to my new boss, I tried so hard to let nothing bother me. The talk was so long and serious that I really needed to focus on it.
I forgot anything else.
I only realized what was happening when someone came into the room without alreting me and the boss first. He turned off the switch.
A Happy Birthday song reached my ears.
I fell into their trick. Their old, overused, recycled times-to-time trick.
Yes, indeed.
Damn me.
At least I didn't cry during the talk.
Anyway I still did. Everyone saw it. At the end of the talk and the beginning of the party.
Double damn me.
It was the mix of emotions. Happy, embarrassed, shy, confused, bla, bla, bla, etc, etc, and damn, damn, damn!
I couldn't believe I fell for it. Despite my hardest not to.
But most of all, I felt lighthearted.
We had a party later, nothing fancy. It's almost at the end of the month, you know. And finished with tarot reading.
I could say the planner would have some accident soon.
Till later.
- Mood:
mischievous
In need of whatever reason, I'm selling some of my doujinshi. All of them are Digimon. Some of them are TaichiXYamato, some are TaichiXDaisuke, TakeruXKen, etc. Take a look if you are interested.

1. Going to Bed Tales by Nobi Nobita
Rate: PG. Semi-dark, Angst, soft-yaoi, Taito.
Price: 15$
Page: 42
There's not much to say about this artist since I believe that any Taito fan must have heard about this circle at least once. The timeline is when Taichi and Hikari separate rooms. And Taichi sees this parallel with the flying-bed incident. In another word, he gets lonely and almost depressed. He turns to Yamato for comfort. And the result...?

6. ???? By Megumi
Rate: NC-17. Some graphic sex scene, Taito
Price: 7$
Page: 30
Megumi circle sure promises beautiful art. And with Youzou Satake it is totally better. Graphic sex scene is not so scary either. Taichi and Yamato are going at it without anyone knowing in the digital forest. Still, some warning, here, this one is the part 3 of Cyber Frontier 1, a doujinshi by the same circle. Anyone who already has that doujinshi may not want this. 
13. Digimon Graveyard by Suteki! Muteki!! Mukkimiki
Rate: G, Pg, Nc. TakeruXKen main, slightly TakeruXDaisuke, slightly DaisukeXKen, very slightly YamatoXTaichi.
Price: 7 $
Page: 46 with one pin-up.
Despite the fact that it has Taichi and Yamato on the cover, the main story based on Takeru mostly. It’s divided into many short stories. That’s why the rates are mixed.

16. Happy Potch Patch by Youzou Satake, Banri Saiga, J-ta Yamada.
Rate: G, gag.
Price: 7 $
Page: 38
A collection of gag and a mix of 01, 02 and Tamer.

26. ??? by ???
Rate: Pg 15 up, lime, drama, slightly brother complex and gag.
Price: 6 $
Page: 28
Three short stories, including one about Yamato and the apron that reminds Hiroaki of Natsuko, Takeru getting sick and the serious talk in bed between Taichi and Yamato.
**these are all what left now.
I guess these are all. For more info or any question you may have, PM me, please.
Find it here!
Anything else?....ummm....not yet.
well...
I guess I should have made a livejournal long~~~~long time ago. I do want to join lots of communities.
Nothing here, then. Maybe until I find something interesting to post.
Hope I'm not going to fail this...=w="
